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baby i love you ;; [29 Jan 2005|11:18pm]
[ mood | amused ]

stole this off hana's LJ. Meheheheee

1. I'm in a relationship
2. I can't eat sugar
3. I am in love
4. I think Bush is an awesome president
5. I think gay marriage should be approved
6. I enjoy playing my music loud
7. I like to decorate stuff
8. I love the color silver
9. I have too much free time
10. I love hugs!
11. I like to take pictures
12. I am a blonde
13. I love Vanilla Coke
14. My parents are divorced
15. I get amused easily sometimes
16. I hate my siblings
17. I love all my friends to death
18. I have been to the Bahamas at least once
19. I love Aladdin
20. I'm afraid of losing loved ones
21. When I get home the first thing I do is get on computer
22. I need to apply myself more.
23. I need more sleep
24. I like to write poetry
25. Hypocrites piss me off
26. I wish I could ride a motorcycle
27. I don't like chocolate much
28. I have weird dreams
29. I don't have a shower
30. I love to swim
31. I'm scared of changes, depends what it is.
33. I don't do extracurricular activities
34. I'm too lazy
35. I am an atheist
36. I tend to hate jerks
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I'm easily hurt
39. I'm an Internet nut
40. AIM takes up 1/4 of my life
41. I like giving gifts
42. I enjoy receiving them as well
43. I'm quiet in class and loud with my friends ..[sometimes]
44. I love watching movies
45. I am very crazy at times
46. I want to learn how to play the flute
47. I love where I go to school ..[sometimes]
48. I hate my home life
49. I don't like eating
50. I leave school soon
51. I am an impulse spender
52. I only ever seem to drink Pepsi/Coke
53. I have lots of nicknames
54. I've had an Xanga for over a year
56. I'm tough on the outside, super sensitive on the inside
57. I love video games
58. I am shy at first
59. I'm scared that the entire world hates me and I just don't realize it
60. I love sarcasm
61. I'm a bit blonde at times
62. I think I scare people sometimes
63. I think snobby people suck
64. I hate it when people judge others
65. I prefer the internet to the TV
66. I can cry and not be sad, b/c I’m laughing so hard with friends.
67. I take a shower every day
68. I interrupt people a lot
69. I hate it when people ignore me or irritate me
70. I'm quiet, then I come out with random outbursts
71. I have a lot of pet peeves
72. I hate scratched CD's and DVD's
73. I love blue eyes
74. I hate acting girlish
75. I'm a very messy person
76. I want more piercings
77. I hate my figure
78. My friends are loud but awesome
79. I sleep on my side
80. I appreciate nice things that are done for me, even if it's just a compliment
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all
82. Iced coffee is the best
83. I want to get my ear's pierced again
84. I have my belly button pierced
85. I like sitting around doing nothing if it pleases me
86. I don't like talking to new people
87. I love horse back riding
88. I'm a day dreamer
89. I never want to get married
90. I like clean sheets
91. I love to ramble about random things
93. I don't sleep much
94. I loathe sunbathing
95. I'm scared of the near future
96. I hate it when parents take sides
97. My star sign is Virgo
98. I share my Birthday with an enemy.
99. I love receiving LJ Comments
100. I've rode in a hot air balloon
101. I've bowled left handed
102. I love popcorn
103. I've liked my best friend before, well guy friend.
104. I wake up to an alarm clock
105. I hide things under my bed
106. I hate close-minded people
107. I have gone sky diving
108. I've written a book
109. I love Def Leppard
110. I make wishes on 11:11
111. I play lacrosse
112. I have the same best friend since kindergarten
113. I absolutely love cute/weird socks
114. I know what I want to be when I grow up
115. I write in cursive
116. I paint my nails
117. My best friend lives in another state
118. I watch T.V. to fall asleep
119. I try to always do my hair in cute styles
120. Whenever I'm bored, I usually resort to dumb quizzes like this one
121. I love gloomy days

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what did i do to deserve this ;; [28 Jan 2005|05:54pm]
[ mood | blah ]

this song is so sweet:

Things'll never be the same with out you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
You needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why did he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don’t know what to do with myself
I can’t stop looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby I’m missing you
Baby I’m missing you

I love you oohh God dammit I love you
Why did he did he take you away from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can’t go on baby

thats the link:
[i got it from my friend, now listen to it or diiiiiee]

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no use in going back ; to where we used to be [01 Nov 2004|01:49pm]
Daisy Evans = B-a-u-tiful
like holyyy crap. In 'I Dream' She has the bestestest style EVER.
She is like my idol man. I <33 her soo much. And I <33 her clothes too.
They suit her SOO well and their SOO friggin grogeous!!
Here are some pics of her and her outfits in I dream =]

In this, I LOVEEEEEE her top. It is soo nice. I love the syle and colour of it. I love her capris too. Her whole outfit is just really cute and simple <33

I adore her shirt. I love the colour and style. Her skirt is the cutest thing everrrrr ; i saw a skirt that looked like hers when i went shopping this one day, its SO cute

I love that shirt shes wearing. I like the design/picture thing on it. Its really cool. The skirt is well nice too =]

her top is really cute in this. I loove her earrings <33 haha
And hers and frankies hug in that episode is SOO cute ahhaa

This has got to be my most FAVOURITEST outfit EVER. Its absolutely amazingggg. It suits Daisy SOO well. I LOOOOOOVE the top, its soo cute and simple. Her skirt is the most cutest thing. I love the style of the skirt its just SOO niice!!!

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[27 Oct 2004|10:17pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

What is your name? Lilly
Are you named after anyone? naah
What's your screename? jellyxbeans
Would you name a child of yours after you? no thanx ;x
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? i asked my dad and he said that my mum wanted to name me Liam 0.0 wow glad i turned out a girl LMFFAOO
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? i'd switch names with my friend haleigh or emma
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?
YES. gawd dam it people! MY NAME IS SPELT WITH 2 L's NOT 1!!!! *kicks you all*
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? naah

Your gender: Female.
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight.
Single? Yeah.
If not, do you want to be? huh o_O
Birthdate: Oct.25/91
Your age: 13 ; now YO.
Age you act: my shoe size..
Age you wish you were: 12 again hahaha ; i feel oldd 0.0
Your height: 5 ft -ish?
Eye color: brown.
Happy with it? sorta? sure i guess baha
Hair color: dark brown/light brown -ish lmffao
Happy with it? suuuuure
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: LEFTY. yeaah im cool B]
Your living arrangement: daddy<33
Your family: mom, dad, Daniel[older brother], Leila [twin]
Have any pets? 1 doggy named Missy
Whats your job? to be hyperr =]
Piercings? 1 in one ear and 2 in the other. my sister totally copied me <_< Tattoos? nah Obsessions? spongebob, fairly odd parents, belts and hats! Addictions? computer Do you speak another language? English.. learning french 0.0 Have a favorite quote? i think i like your shirt ; 2 words. i like eggs Do you have a webpage? yesnomaybeprobabalynot =] Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it Do you live in the moment? huh .. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? hudawatta? Do you have any secrets? maybe .. Do you hate yourself? sometimes when i do something really stupid or w/e Do you like your handwriting? i would if i could Do you have any bad habits? talking to much, laughing in class, accident blurting things out and loads more.. ;x What is the compliment you get from most people? that im funny. LMFAO err. and some mentally retarded people call me pretty. LMFFAOO [man i love my friends hahaha] If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? LILLY The Movie. What's your biggest fear? being by myself Can you sing? um sorta ? Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? ew no. Are you a loner? nope. What are your #1 priorities in life? Family, Friends, clothes, teddies. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yes. im waay cool LMFFAOO. jkkk but ya id probs be my friend 0.0 Are you a daredevil? you could say that B] im baaaaad to the bone. LMFFAOO Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? yea.. Are you passive or agressive? umm.. the one that ends with 'sive' Do you have a journal? wat do you think!?!? What is your greatest strength and weakness? idk If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? more smarter. Do you think you are emotionally strong? uhh Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? um some small things. idk Do you think life has been good so far? sometimes What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? loads What do you like the most about your body? my cheek lmfao And least? idk Do you think you are good looking? idk? Are you confident? sure What is the fictional character you are most like? OOOH OOH.. i dunno 0.0 Are you perceived wrongly? yaa! i do like oranges! Do You... Smoke? No. Do drugs? No. Read the newspaper? no Pray? yup Go to church? yup Talk to strangers who IM you? YUP!. Sleep with stuffed animals? yes ahha Take walks in the rain? ya Talk to people even though you hate them? yes but its awkward Drive? sadly no =[ Like to drive fast? yes when my dad drives.. Would or Have You Ever? probably Liked your voice? ya sure Hurt yourself? noo 0.0 Been out of the country? Yea Eaten something that made other people sick? yes haha Been in love? just liked someone ALOT. Done drugs? u asked me that alreadyyy! akdjklsad Gone skinny dipping? No. Had a medical emergency? ya Had surgery? yeah when i was little.. i fractured my arm or w/e Ran away from home? ive thought about it. then tried it. then got scared and ran back Played strip poker? No Gotten beaten up? No Beaten someone up? No Been picked on? yea Been on stage? Ya. Slept outdoors? Ya. . Thought about suicide? no Pulled an all nighter? YES! pullin' pullin' an all niiiiighter If yes, what is your record? LMFAOOO till 6 in the morning Gone one day without food? NO omgg id die Talked on the phone all night? yepp Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? 0.0 Slept all day? i think so.. Killed someone? No. Made out with a stranger? No. Had sex with a stranger? No. Thought you're going crazy? probabaly lmffaoo Kissed the same sex? ew noo Done anything sexual with the same sex? No. Been betrayed? Yea probabaly Had a dream that came true? Ya Broken the law? hope fully not Met a famous person? Ya. Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yea an ant. On purpose? Yeaa bahaha Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? i do that alot. by ACCIDENT i swear! Stolen anything? Nope. Been on radio/tv? Ya, loads of times. Been in a mosh-pit? a wat?!?! Had a nervous breakdown? idk maybe. Bungee jumped? NOPE. but i wanna tryy Had a dream that kept coming back? porbabaly Beliefs Belive in life on other planets? Ya. Miracles? Yes Astrology? sure Magic? Ya. God? Yes. Satan? idk Santa? Ya! Ghosts? trying not to! Luck? Yes. Love at first sight? maybe? Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? whos that.. Witches? Yes. Easter bunny? YEAH. give me my chocolate =] Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? umm ya. Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? Ya. Do you wish on stars? yeap Deep Theological Questions Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? uuuhh. sortaa 0.0 Do you think God has a gender? i usually think of him as a guy or man or w/e because hes like the father or jesus and 'fathers' are usually guys. so yaaw Do you believe in organized religion? huh?? 0.0 Where do you think we go when we die? heaven. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? i know this one dude that i think is gayy.. Who is your best friend? LEILA. Who's the one person that knows most about you? LEILA. What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? idk Your favourite inside joke? dan's noodle spazz LMFFFFAOOO Thing you're picked on most about? slowness, being gullible and the weird noises i make. LMFFAO Who's your longest known friend? LEEEEEEEILAA Newest? ummmm Haliegh!! Shyest? haleighhhhh lmffaooo Funniest? KAYLA omfg shes the funniest lil woman EVER. Sweetest? Lindsay Closest? Leila, Tatiana, Kayla, Misty, Lindsay and Diane Weirdest? Misty Hahaha Smartest? DIANE mygaaa Ditziest? Tatiana LMFAO. Friends you miss being close to the most? Leila.. miss living with her haha Last person you talked to online? sabbyy Who do you talk to most online? umm.. Lilly or Mariel. Who are you on the phone with most? Diane, Misty, Kayla Who do you trust most? LEILA, Emm, or Diane Who listens to your problems? Leila, Diane, MKL =] Who do you fight most with? my dadd Who's the nicest? Tatiana and Kaylaa Who's the most outgoing? Lindsayy out of all my friends? Lindsay.. Who's the best singer? Amaira Who's on your shit-list? Krissy ;x Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? SICK NO. Who's your second family? it used to be Josh and his mum LMFAO but now its all my gfriends Do you always feel understood? naah Who's the loudest friend? Dianee holyy frick. Do you trust others easily? depends.. Who's house were you last at? Diane's i think? Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: uuuhh my dads? or sisters? or moms? or brothers? or friends? LMFAOO Do your friends know you? yep Friend that lives farthest away: Emily or Jazzy. Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake? No. What do you find romantic? a love note LMFAOO. or roses, or umm when ur boyfriend gives you the icing part of the oreo! Turn-on? gorgeous eyes, nice hair, personality and sense of style.. Turn-off? bad breath 0.0 First kiss? yes and will not happen again.. too weeeiird If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? um guilty? Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: uhh depends. Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: it is. isent it? Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: lmfaoo ya, well to me he is, but all my friends tell me hes not 0.0 LMFAO Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? ya, some do..bu then again some dontt What is best about the opposite sex? they help us make babies LMFFFFFAOO naah kidding...uhh theres loads of good things. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? so friggin confusing/SLOOOOOOOW/annoying sometimes. i swear guys dont get it when you say, "GET LOST!" What's the last present someone gave you? lots. it was my birthday but the last present i opened was the one from my big brother that was a teddy and some other things Are you in love? naa Do you consider your significant other hot? i dont have one. but my cruush is hot. Who Was the Last Person... That haunted you? huh .. You wanted to kill? idk That you laughed at? Diane That laughed at you? Leila or Kayla That turned you on? yoouu babyy *winks* You went shopping with? Meg That broke your heart? i duno To disappoint you? my dad. To ask you out? uhh idk. probs micheal.. To make you cry? the beep test LMFFAO damm you beep test! To brighten up your day? Leila, Tatiana, Diane, Kayla, Misty and Lindsay That you thought about? my mom You saw a movie with? my dad You talked to on the phone? my mom You talked to through IM/ICQ? Diane You lost? idk. Right This Moment... Are you going out? nope its too late. Will it be with your significant other? no im not going Or some random person? dam it womaan! What are you wearing right now? my duckie pjs =D Body part you're touching right now: my legs are crossed What are you worried about right now? what my dad will say when he gets home from work. i forgot to get my friggin bus pass *kicks slef really hard* What book are you reading? blizards wake [its really good so far!] what's on your mousepad? Mickey Mouse and the gang! Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: nervous, stupid, annoyed, bored, tired Are you bored? ya Are you tired? ya Are you talking to anyone online? ya diane Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nooope Are you lonely or content? alittle bit of both.. Are you listening to music? yeah MCFLYY <33

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[12 Oct 2004|09:16pm]
[ mood | blah ]


What were you like: happy
Who was your teacher: mrs. disaw [or however you spell it]
Who was your best friend: nancy, josh and leila
Who did you have a crush on: andrew [lmffaooo]
Something random: we played this game called, 'the kissing game' LMFAO

What were you like: hyper
Who was your teacher: mrs. [i forget her name..]
Who was your best friend: leila, josh and jerlynn
Who did you have a crush on: andrew [LMFAOOO]
Something random: i danced on top of a table and the substitute got mad at mee

What were you like: talkative
Who was your teacher: mr. kater
Who was your best friend: josh, leila, michelle, stephanie and jerlynn
Who did you have a crush on: Andrew [LMFAOO]
Something random: i got sent out of the class during silent reading cause i was talking

What were you like: im not sure..
Who was your teacher: mrs. mcLellen [i forget how you spell it..]
Who was your best friend: josh, leila, michelle, brittanny, nathan and stephanie
Who did you have a crush on: Andrew [LMFAOO i had a crush on him for the longest time yo.] and Nathan
Something random: andrew moved after half of the year to edmonton cause his mom got transferred there or something. then nathan moved at the end of the year

What were you like: weird ; talkative
Who was your teacher: mrs. Sheldon ; but then she had to go have her baby so we had a sub for the rest of the year named: mrs. anderson
Who was your best friend: josh, leila, michelle, kaitlynn, mike, brittanny and stephanie
Who did you have a crush on: adam craigg 0.0
Something random: i was obsssedd with aaron carter. LMFFAOO

What were you like: weird
Who was your teacher: mr.anderson
Who was your best friend: Michelle, leila, josh, stephanie, mike, kaitlynn, brittany
Who did you have a crush on: jamie. but at some point around the year i had a crush on: Tony, Adam, kevin, and patrick h.
Something random: i went out with jamie. my first boyfriend *tear* LMFFAOO

What were you like: talkative ; talkative
Who was your teacher: mr. fisher
Who was your best friend: leila, josh, tasha, pamila, michelle, stephanie, lise and ema
Who did you have a crush on: jesse dunn and phil
Something random: ummm, we went on a bike trip and we found a hobo camp site. it was SOO freakin freakyyy

What were you like: talkative ; weird
Who was your teacher: i had lots, cuase I started junior high. I had: Mr. Chisholm, Ms. Maddock, Mr. Toltesi, Mr. Albert, and Ms. Hemstock
Who was your best friend: Leila, Josh, Misty, Kayla, Lindsay and Diane
Who did you have a crush on: Patrick, [holyy crap. dont even get me started with him. i hate him now btw..]skyler, and matt
Something random: i had my first slow dance..with patrick 0.0

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; now that im with you [12 Oct 2004|08:57pm]
[ mood | cold ]

i havent written in this thing since FOREVER.
My computers cured. Its working good now [alleluia!]
Ooohh, I have 2 weeks off of school. WOOHOOOOOO I get 2 weeks to do absolutely nothing. I get to stay up late. Then sleep in.
Its the life =]

.....well that was a pointless update =]

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dont know why ; boys lie [22 Aug 2004|10:26pm]
[ mood | cold ]


If I were a month, I'd be: October
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Friday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 6:00 pm
If I were a planet, I'd be: Neptune
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: Sea Turtle =]
If I were a direction, I'd be: West
If I were a sin, I'd be: I have noo clue :/
If I were a liquid, I'd be: Coke
If I were a tree, I'd be: Maple
If I were a bird, I'd be: uhh Tucan
If I were a tool, I'd be: Rench
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: Lily
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: Sunny
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: A Unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: Guitar
If I were an animal, I'd be: puppy
If I were a color, I'd be: green
If I were an emotion, I'd be: Laughter
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: Cauliflower (LMFAO)
If I were a sound, I'd be: maybe a snort? Ahaha
If I were an element, I'd be: fire?
If I were a car, I'd be: a cool one 0.0
If I were a song, I'd be: Girls Can Too
If I were a movie, I'd be: Fox and the Hound
If I were a book, I'd be: StarGirl
If I were a place, I'd be: My bedroom
If I were a material, I'd be: Cotton haha
If I were a taste, I'd be: tropical
If I were a scent, I'd be: cookies
If I were a word, I'd be: squeak
If I were an object, I'd be: a teddy
If I were a body part, I'd be: pinki
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: Smiling
If I were a subject in school, I'd be: recess
If I were a shape, I'd be: triangle
If I were a number, I'd be: 2

A - Age: 12
B - Band listening to right now: Play
C - Career future: no clue.
D - Dad's name: Philip
E - Easiest person to talk to: Leila
F - Favorite song: Boys Lie -Play
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: BEARS
H - Hometown: Calgary
I - Instruments: Guitar, Flute
J - Job: dont know.
K - Kids: my teddies.
L - Longest car ride ever: winnipeg to calgary
M - Mom's name: Emma
N - Number of people you've slept with: none
P - Phobia[s]: Birds, Butterflies, the dark
Q - Quote: "i think i like your shirt."
R - Reason to smile: loads...
S - Song you sang last: Boys Lie- Play
T - Time you wake up: 1:00pm o_O
U - Unknown fact about me: i ran into a pole today 0.0
V - Vegetable you hate: Brocoli
W - Worst habit: Biting my nails
X - X-rays you've had: my shoulder
Y - Yummy food: mac. and cheese with ketchup! =]
Z - Zodiac sign: i forget 0.0

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[22 Aug 2004|05:07pm]
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i refuse to say goodbye.. [22 Aug 2004|04:47pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i miss psn ...

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we're here again ;; back to the days [03 Aug 2004|09:33pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Im starting schoool tomorow :[ my summer holiday is SOO short. I get a month while most of the other kids get 2! It totally sucks. If your wondering why Im starting so early, its becuase at my school theres 2 tracks. Traditional(which is just normal. and everyone starts in september). And then theres balanced. Thats wat im in. Its like a year round school..sorta. Everyone thats in Balanced starts in August. But Balanced track gets more holidays. Like, instead of 2 weeks off in winter break, we get 3. and instead of 1 week off in spring, we get 2. Plus our 2 weeks off in october.
We DO get our month back..but its like spread out through the year so ya..
I have to go to sleep early today. My bedtime(10:30) starts agian haha, wow, i sound like a little kid, having a bedtime and all 0.0
and then tomorow, is the start of waking up early again *dies*

Summer was fun though!! SOO fun. Ill miss sleeping in till 12 or 1 ..wow, the good old days *tear*
haha, ya..so tomorow, i start grade8.
im gunna die.

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i cant sleep cause im terrified.. [03 Aug 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

-Height: umm like 5ish?
-Hair Color: brown
-Skin Color: idk..tanishh? ..
-Eye Color: dark brown
-Piercings: 1 on one ear and 2 on the other
-Tattoos: i have a fake one on my shoulder..

Right Now
-What color pants are you wearing?: im wearing shorts, their pink :]
-What song are you listening to?: bubbles- somewhere
-What taste is in your mouth? : umm..nothing? 0.0
-How do you feel? like poo, im starting school again tomorow *dies*

Do You
-Get motion sickness? not really..
-Have a bad habit? i can be really annoying, i bite my nails sometimes, im addicted to the puter, and im really messy 0.0
-How about a nervous habit? i shake..
-Get along with your parents? yep, most of the time
-Like to drive? sure, if i knew how to drive...

-Book: stargirl
-Non Alcoholic drink: Coke
-Thing to do on the weekend: Hang out, puter!, shop

Have you ever
-Broken the law? hopefully not 0.0
-Ran away from home? no
-Snuck out of the house? no
-Ever gone skinny dipping? no
-Made a prank phone call? yeahh, but i always crap up
-Skipped school before? no, my dad would kill me ;x
-Been in a school play? sure?

Do You Have
-Girlfriend/Boyfriend? umm..
-Children? no
-Current crush: umm..
-Been in love: no
-Had your heart broken: nope
-Broken someone elses heart: no,idk
-Had a hard time getting over someone: not really..
-Your greatest regret: lots of things..

-Your cd player has in it right now? Usher- Confessions
-What makes you happy? friends, family, food

When/What was the last
-You Cried? i dunno..long time ago
-Movie you watched? The Notebook
-Thing you purchased: pants from le chateau ;]

Your thoughts on
-Teenage Smoking: EWWWW SICK

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it hasent been the best of days.. [02 Aug 2004|05:14pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

me and my dad need to go grocerie shopping 0.0 because..

.yesterday i made EASY MAC haha and i went to look in the fridge and there was no ketchup *dies*...

.we have no more bread 0.0

.theres only like 2 more juice boxes, and like 3 cans of coke in the fridge

.im starting school again and i need some stuff for lunch and snacks..


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being with you is all that i ;; needed [02 Aug 2004|12:07am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

21 Questions
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1) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4:
my friends and the non-english speakers at
2) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
my desk
3) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
umm...this commercial for subway o_O i think
4) WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is?
5) Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
11:56 BWAHAHAHA. i was SOO close, probs cause i checked to see wat time....er ill shutup. IM PHSYKICK,i swear.
6) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my dad laughing at something 0.0
7) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
today. to go shopping..
8) Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
my photobucket..
9) What are you wearing?
my pj's
10) Did you dream last night?
dont think so...
11) When did you last laugh?
12) Seen anything weird lately?
umm, not sure 0.0
13) Last movie you saw?
What A Girl Wants
14) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
15) Tell me something about you that I don't know:
16) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
clothes cant be sold, unless its under a dollar..
17) Do you like to dance?
18) George Bush:
hudawatta? o_O
19) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Anna! Ally or Carmen <3 those names
20) [Same question for a boy]
Leigh or Beau
21) Would you ever consider living abroad?
huh? 0.0

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sorry i cant be ;; perfect [01 Aug 2004|11:50pm]
[ mood | no clue ]

Name your favorite...
Girl Name: Anna
Boy Name: Leigh, Beau
Day of the Week: Friday
Hobby: Dancing, Computer[lmfao], shopping, sports
Book: Star Girl
Movie: Fox and the Hound, What a girl wants, A walk to remember, finding nemo..i have LOADS more
Character in That Movie: dont u mean movie[s]lmfao ;x
Actor: Josh Hartnett
Actress: Amanda Bynes, Katie Holmes, MKA
Female Singer: Mandy Moore, and umm :/
Girl Group/Band: Play and sc8?
Boy Group/Band: Mcfly and Sc8?
Color: Orange, Blue
Number: 2 and 5
Food: Mac and Cheese with Ketchup :]
TV Show: Summerland, Arthur, fairly odd parents, spongebob squarepants..i have lots 0.0
Drink: Coke

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[31 Jul 2004|11:56pm]
new layout btw :]
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chills in the evening ;; they wont go away [31 Jul 2004|11:46pm]
[ mood | calm ]

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with high heels
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic. *
05. I love dangly earrings.
06. I am a libra.
07. I love beer.
08. I'm obsessed with the computer.*
09. I can't live without lip gloss. *
10. I can't live without music.*
11. I lived in Italy for 2 months.
12. I spend money I dont have. * i spend my dads money haha
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz 6 times.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.*
17. I love N*sync.
18. I have more than a few horrible memories.*
19. I am addicted to Lizzie Mcguire, and pretty much every other Disney show. * take away the Lizzie Mcguire part ;x
20. I am a person.*
21. My first kiss was when I was 12.
22. I start film school in February.
23. I love taking pictures.*
24. I hate girls who are fake.*
25. I can be mean when I want to. * but i hate being mean 0.0
26. My dreams are bizzare.*
27. One of my best friends is gay.
28. I have way too many purses. (i need more lmfao)
29. I've seen Fight Club at least 45 times.
30. I usually dress how I feel that day.*
31. I love Sex and the City.
32. Sometimes I cry for no reason.
33. I hate when people are late.
34. I procrastinate. (hudawatta!?)
35. I love winter. *
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.*
37. I love to sleep.*
38. I wish I were smarter.* YES!
39. I'm afraid of flying. (no way!!)
40. I hate drama. *
41. I am addicted to sex.
42. I love my hair. * usually...
43. I never fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.*
45. I have never had the chicken pox. *
46. I am excited about the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait until new years.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I truly love my friends.*
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday. * one of them
52. I am very insecure.
53. I have never broken a bone.
54. I disagree with racist people.*
55. I hate my computer. * it hates me..so ya
56. I love guys that play the drums.*
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person. *
59. I love to dance.*
60. I love to sing.*
61. I love cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily. * depends
63. I love cute underwear.*LMFAO
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I cry when I'm aware of people/animals getting abused.*
66. I want to go to Greece.*
67. I don't like to study for tests.*
68. I love God ****
69. I am too forgiving. *
70. I have a horrible sense of direction.*
71. I love high school.
72. I have a talent for sweet-talking my way out of things...*
73. I'm a daddy's girl.*
74. I love kisses on my forehead.*
75. I love the color pink.*
76. I love to sew.
77. My eye color changes.
78. I love the Olsen twins. ***
79. I played soccer for 14 years.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.*
82. I like comfy sweatpants.*
83. Paul Walker is my dream guy
84. I love the smell of rain. * sometimes
85. I love my family.*
86. I hate needles. **
87. I am a perfectionist.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.*
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am still a virgin.*
91. I would love to have my own fashion line. *
92. I can be quite selfish.*
93. At times, I still act like a little kid.* lmfao >_<
94. I despise dishonesty.*
95. I love pictures.*
96. I love music.*
97. I wish I were more motivated for school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.*
99. I have problems with letting go of old feelings.* sometimes..
100. I hate being alone.*
101. I love my bitch! 0.0
102. I loved American Wedding

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[27 Jul 2004|06:34pm]
[ mood | i dont know 0.0 ]

Yesterday Me, leila, my friend stephanie and her little brother Jaylen went to the pool. Zach and his friends were there too.
We went into the divetank first, cause thats the warmest pool.
I was soo scared LMFAO.
Cause I thought I was gunna drown somehow 0.0
But ANYWAY. OMG Zach totally acts SOO different with his friends. Cuase like out of no where He screams stephanies name and sticks his finger up at her.
like WTF!?
But Stephanie is too nice for her own good. She didnt say anything back, she just ignored him 0.0

Swimming was pretty fun. I loved the pool we went to, it was outdoor, but the pool was HEATED! <333333
haha, but the funnest part was when we were to cold to swim anymore and we went to stephanies house.
Stephs mum left us some Chicken Pot Pie or w/e for us to eat.

Zach, who is Stephs neighbor was outside in a tent with his friend and these two chicks. Joanna and uhhh this blue chick [no one knew her name 0.0]
Jaylen,Stephanies little brother was playing a video game, when he got up and went to the window and screamed, "ZACH. blah blah blah" (i didnt get wat he said) and Zach was like, "HOLD ON! I gotta put my pants on" (thats wat I think he said anywayy) LMFAO.

Then after we went to stephs room to Spy on Zach and them.
It was SOOO fun. LMFAO. but Leila and Steph made me do all the talking, I mean shouting o_O
Their like, "Go: 'the noises your making make us think wrong'" LMFFFAOO and they would be like, "SHUTUP!" well actually its more like Zach. and Id be like, "NO!"
And this one time we couldnt hear wat tehy were saying so im like, "umm, can you guys speak up. we cant hear you!" LMFAO

But, it wasent much fun anymore cuase they knew where we were and stuff. And so we're like, "oo lets go spy on them outside" hahhaha
And steph was just like, "ooo i have binoculars(or w/e)"
And so we went outside and I had the binoculars first, but Leila wanted to use them, so she had them. We hid behind this dumpster thingy, then I ran to go behind this fence LMFAO that was beside Zach and his friends.
Then I got scared LMFAO, so i went back and I guess they saw me cuase I heard some people comeing, and then i looked and YEP they were comeing. hahhaa

And Leila saw the binaculars she still had and was scared or soemthing and gave them to steph and steph was like, "uhh, I dont want this!" and handed it to me and so I had to keep it cuase Zach and his friends were there.

Leila saw a spider beside her and was like, "OMGG a spider" LMFAO and so we ran away from the spider and Zach and them.

Then we stopped a couple houses from the dumpster and I saw Joanna and the blue chick running, and I swear, they cant run 0.0 Joanana like tripped herself LMFFAOOO i couldnt help but laugh. When they FINALYY caught up to us their like, "wat the h*ll are you guys doing spying on us?" or w/e hahaha
and im like, 'wat? we werent spying on you" and yaa and then Zach came and Leila was like, "ooh Ive got a call"
LMFFFFFFFFFAOOO she was like totally faking it and was like"ooh ya, mum, come pick us up in 15 minutes" ahhhhaa

When Zach and were like leaving I held up my binoculars and waved bye to them LMFAO and then Zach gave me the finger and then called us fags. aksdjaskld HOW RUDE.
And then I turn around and hear someone saying, "stephanie?" or w/e behind me. and I turn around and im like, "who the heck is he?"
Then all I hear is Leila going, "ADAAAAAAAAAAAM!"
and im like, "adam!!?? Adam Craig!??!?"
and ya. it was him....ROFL

And yaaa...HOLYYYYYY CRAP! hes changed 0.0
SOOOOOOO MUCH. but in a good way hahah
BUT HOLYYYYYYYYYY..i didnt even recognize him 0.0
eeee, it was koo

ANYWAAAY. ill add more l8er o_O

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[22 Jul 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | weird ]

A couple days back, Me, Leila, and Vielle went over to my friend Stephanie's house, to have a water fight! lmaoo.
OMGGA! it was SOOOO funn. Us, 4 girls, went against Steph's neighbor Zach and his friend Martin or w/e and Steph's little brother Jaylin. and OMGG, i was soaked! aaah, but i was soo fun.
LMFAO maan, i should have seriously wore better shoes.
I wore my flipflops, and i CAN NOT run in them!!!!
Well, anywaaaay. While i was trying to run away from Zach and them my flipflop came off of my foot!! and they squirted me with their waterguns and Zach took my flipflop and ran with it :[ ZACH IS MEAN.
But, anywhoo, WE GOT SOAKED! we were like SOOOOO wet holyyy, me and leila had to change twice, lmffao. but is was SOO fun. haha

OMGGGGGGGG! Mariels bday party is tomorow!! and we're gunna watch The Notebook. I cant waiiiit! Its gunna be SOOO much fun. eeeeeeee, i wanna see the Notebook SOO MUCH! lmaoo w00T!!

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[22 Jul 2004|09:01pm]
[ mood | good ]


a) the dark
b) birds
c) butterflies 0.0

a) Leila
b) Emily
c) My dad


a) Friends
b) Music
c) Msn


a) butterflies
b) birds
c) stinky breathe


a) science
b) life
c) boys


a) my telephone
b) teddy
c) picture of my family


a) Typing
b) listening to music
c) drinking juice


a) fly.
b) go to england and austrailia
c) get my parents back together...


a) SIT!
b) play electric/acoustic quitar
c) Dance


a) watch a scarey movie by myself
b) finish a book in ONE day
c) be 123908123908129381290382 years old 0.0


a) Sc8
b) Bless/Bubbles
c) Usher


a) Country music
b) Country music
c) Country music


a) ice cream
b) pizza
c) french fries


a) Juise
b) milk
c) water


a) Barney
b) Dudley The Dragon
c) Bannana's in Pajamas


1. Spell your name backwards: yllil
2. How did you get your name?: umm. i have no clue 0.0 ..oh wait, i think it was my aunts name or something, im not sure o_O
3. Are you homosexual?: No.

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[14 Jul 2004|08:51pm]
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